Depression ???????????

Sweetie, that sounds really awful. I read and I was touched. Its going to be ok, your family sounds mean and abusive. Try and turn your life around though and be your own person. Don't listen to anything one of those stupid motherf*ckers says if its rude or mean. Go out. At least once. It will feel good and meet up with your closest friend and tell her that you need help dealing with it and she will most likely help you because talking is the best thing to do. Asking this question is the first step. Don't listen to them and just have fun because life is worth living. Love yourself because there are people out there who do love you xxx