Wher is my life going?

Yestrdy i clombd the my frend abby end she ddnt tel mi not but i did end i sed srry but no she tel my mam end we had talk all nite cz of her. i rlly ddnt mean it but it was ecidant end i gave it beck end she sed ok. end then tday my techer sed she is mad so i left me the class last nite end it was so bed. I want to go to collaege but i em the not so my mam wont let me cz she sed to find othr to do. wat kan i say? or do? I em so sad all dey.. all cz of ***** abby