How would you rate my poem from 1-10? 1 being horrible?

I fell and never did rise up from despair those eyes that never did care leave me without any will to live the silence that you often give not to them but only to me has embraced me and drained me slowly why cant you see i was falling leaving behind my demon so often i hear calling i could have meant the world to you if you only took a chance and said i do you were just an illusion of everything meant to be