Please help, 5 stars to best answer!?

me and my family are goin through some stuff right now... well i went to go take a shower and i just started thinking about multiple things, i ended up thinking my dad hates me and kept telling myself he ddnt because i know that he would do anything for me... why did i start thinking this??? is it because we are goin through hard times??? im a 16 year old male if that hels